patience is a...pain in my butt

Okay, have you ever been soooo excited for something that time just inches by? Yeah, that's where I am right now. Jeff and I are supposed to get engaged sometime this spring and time is simply not my friend these days. I know I'm not supposed to wish time away, but I can't help it. I'm SUPER excited to be Jeff's finace and I'm just so ready. I've reached that point where I feel like I'm just standing still and waiting for the next step, but that can't happen yet. I'm trying so hard to not be pushy and relax, but it's proving to be more difficult that I thought. I've been doing some pre-engagement wedding planning, but you can only do so much before you really need to be engaged to move forward (i.e putting a down payment on a reception place, talking to your pastor, ect.)School has been pretty low-key this semester so I haven't been as busy as I've been before. Basically, I'm not as pre-occupied as I used to be. Whew! It's gonna be a LONG couple of months